Ugh! I thought the New Year was a time for new beginnings. Well I just haven’t been able to get myself motivated to do much or maybe the better way to phrase that is “to do more.” The past few days at work have been so busy that they have been literally whizzing by and I am still not caught up. I am supposed to be studying my lines for the play and I am way behind in that. The house is a total mess and it seems like the junk keeps piling higher and higher each day. Somehow I feel like I am drowning in a sea of apathy.
Yea, yea, I know…poor, poor pitiful me. I wrote a poem about apathy when I was 15 years old. Even back then I knew that it was my Archilles’ Heel. And I know the first step in a dealing with a problem is recognizing it. That’s actually the “easy” part. The second step, doing something about it, is the hard part.
Anyway, I feel like I’ve been ignoring my blog so here is my very lame post. It’s 9:30 so when I finish this I can spend an hour or so studying my lines. I’m three days into my diet and I’ve lost 3 lbs. That’s something. And tomorrow I might start to see a ray of sunshine cut through the murky muck at work if I get the shirt samples. (We’re imprinting shirts for an upcoming trade show. The manufacturer discontinued the style we picked and we’re running out of time.) Who knows? Maybe I am making a little progress. Or maybe I’m not. Blah!!!